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Okay, so you guys have noticed that I uploaded some written work after all this time, and before you say anything I would like to apologise for that sudden long hiatus I was in before I said anything.

It was true that I was in a dump and I kept having some artists and writer's block because not only do I have no inspiration, its because I keep backing away from the A Change in Heart series (the lineart is just SOO much work) also another reason why I was on a long quiet break was that I had to prepare for my exams and I still need to prepare for it now as well.

But not only because of my preparation for my exams and the artist's block, I was also kind of dealing something personal that has been going with me for a couple of months now and even though one of the issues is sorted, more seem to add up.

But hopefully, after my exams and this personal thing is sorted out, I can get back on to some work! I've got exciting new projects and works to show you guys, some artworks as well and more ACIH will be up as well. But for now, I'll put ACIH, Dr Kirk and upcoming projects on hold for now while I focus on my studies.

Til then, see you later cool cats!
What does the 'Breaking Point' mean? What could or should it possibly mean? And why does it mean that way?

It could mean a lot of things to any individual. It could be a scientific meaning or a creative meaning as well. To be frank, this is what the term 'Breaking Point' mean:

the moment of greatest strain at which someone or something gives way.

And I agree with that definition strongly, but I would like to develop that meaning. I would like to develop it by making it something personal either to me or to you who's reading this. In my opinion, I feel like the breaking point is an emotional point where an individual reaches their limit that they become emotionally unstable and crack. Yes, yes it sounds quite similar to the one I previously mentioned there but more 'fancy', but it's somewhat true.
Have you ever had that feeling where you can't cope with so many things in one day that you suddenly break down emotionally and even though you require attention, you also don't want to be comforted because it makes you feel weak and helpless? (I could be wrong though) But the idea of being comforted by someone is still a necessity even though you don't want any. It's kinda like that with this breaking point idea that I sort of developed.

I also put the breaking point into three stages:

Stage One
Now, the first stage is where you just simply break down crying, and if you're not crying then just completely upset. However, this stage doesn't get you upset for a long time, probably a day and that's it. It would take less than a day for you to get better if you have someone or something to cheer you up. So the breaking point on this first stage is temporarily, however, if things gets worse because there are other things making you more upset one by one then that will lead to stage two.

Stage Two
You or more likely become more upset when more than one thing strains you and instead of being feeling down for a day or less, try a week or so. What's worse you can't help yourself from not telling any of your friends how you're ACTUALLY feeling or what you're thinking about. You cry at some time but it's mainly at night and you can't sleep properly as well, not only that but you might become slightly distant with your friends. If not distant, then just quiet.

Stage Three
For the people who are normally nice and polite and caring, you might wanna do your best to avoid coming across stage three in the Breaking Point. This is when you start offending others unintentionally because you're stressed out and you're panicking non-stop that you were on the verge of going crazy. Not only do you offend others but you might end up break down crying in front of the people that you do not want to cry in front of. And you would get upset even drastically every night that you might rarely had any sleep because you keep thinking non-stop of the negative stuff.

I'll be honest here, I have reached all these three stages in my life and after a couple of months of being free from this strain I reached my breaking point again and this time, it's a different stage. It might in between one of these stages but I haven't put my head in what kind of stage this is. The Breaking Point could be something that relates to stress and it might lead you to going depressed but I know that everyone can go through their breaking point and be free from it.

To those who have reached through all these stages of the breaking point or is just starting to reach the first stage, I just want to let you guys know that you shouldn't worry too much because outside of your breaking point are all your friends and families and other things that you love and cherish so much and that they love you as well, and they will do whatever it takes to pull you out from the Breaking Point no matter what. It just takes a little time.

So hang in there everyone.
Breaking Point
Just had this on my mind for a while but I never got to write it up. Welp, here it is. 
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Everyone has crushes. Me, you, him, her, they, them - everyone.
What is a crush? Well, to put it simply, a crush is a person that you have intimate feelings for and think that they are very dear or special to you.
I had many crushes before when I was younger and sadly, they did not turn out the way I wanted them to. Basically I got rejected. A couple of times for that matter actually.
No no, no need to feel sorry for me, its okay, I've dealt with the pain already - around four times.

Now that may sound like an exaggeration but its true, I was rejected by four different guys in my life - heck, they may even be one person out there who got rejected more than I did and you should feel sorry and comfort them instead. Although, thinking back these crushes are just, you know, puppy love. I was just a kid.

Now because of the fact that I get rejected a couple of times, I avoid falling for anyone and the reason for that is because I don't want to feel the same pain that happened to me when I was younger. I mean, you become so depressed over one little crush? It's sad but pathetic in a way. Although, to those who did get a chance with their crushes, good on you buddy, you deserve it.

Anyways, where was I? Right, I avoid falling in love because I'm scared to get rejected. I'm scared to get the aching pain that I get inside me. I'm scared that they will say 'I'm sorry,' or 'You're not my type', and this is the moment when your feelings for your crush gets crushed (see what I did there?) Although, I am worried that right now, I'm starting to develop feelings for a certain someone and I won't be mentioning who it is and anyway. But I'm still trying avoid to fall for this person, I'm trying hard!

Yes, there is nothing wrong with having a crush, I mean, its fun right? It's fun in a whimsical, adorable way and it just gives us a bit of nostalgia when we all had crushes on someone when we were younger - whether they are the same gender/age or not - we all had one. Some of us might have one now.

But even though getting rejected is a part of having a crush is the worst thing ever, its still okay. It's okay because you guys could still be friends and when you're friends, you don't need to put much effort in becoming close with them. It's okay because they'll still like you as well - but not in a intimate way. It's okay because someone out there likes you more than your crush does, that someone could be your neighbour, your best friend, your co-worker, a stranger, one of your friends, your classmate, your colleage etc.

And its okay if you're still interested in your crush even when they turned you down, because you can just like them from a far, and that's okay.
Crush
Just something that pop into my head for a moment. 
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Okay, so you guys have noticed that I uploaded some written work after all this time, and before you say anything I would like to apologise for that sudden long hiatus I was in before I said anything.

It was true that I was in a dump and I kept having some artists and writer's block because not only do I have no inspiration, its because I keep backing away from the A Change in Heart series (the lineart is just SOO much work) also another reason why I was on a long quiet break was that I had to prepare for my exams and I still need to prepare for it now as well.

But not only because of my preparation for my exams and the artist's block, I was also kind of dealing something personal that has been going with me for a couple of months now and even though one of the issues is sorted, more seem to add up.

But hopefully, after my exams and this personal thing is sorted out, I can get back on to some work! I've got exciting new projects and works to show you guys, some artworks as well and more ACIH will be up as well. But for now, I'll put ACIH, Dr Kirk and upcoming projects on hold for now while I focus on my studies.

Til then, see you later cool cats!

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RuuRuu-Chan Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2014  Student Interface Designer
Thank you for the devwatch dear. I really appreciate it. <3
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AubreyDraven Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Hello there,
I'm very new here to deviantART. Well, I've been through the site before but this is my first account.
I'm a bit of a hobbyist writer, I've read a few of your works and I would like to see if when I post up any works, would you mind giving a read and giving some advise?
Thank you for reading.

-Aubrey
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suichio Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hiya, thanks for reading one of my written work Aubrey :) I hope you enjoyed it.
And yes, certainly! I would love to help you out. 
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AubreyDraven Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
You are very welcome hun, :) I really did enjoy it, hope you continue with the stories that are unfinished and hope you continue with new ones as well.
Thank you, it might be some time but I will let you know when I have a story up. Though might be easier if we watch each other yes?
By the way, your photography is really good too.
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suichio Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Yep, I agree with you on that bit and please, by all means, take the time to prepare your stories :)
And thank you very much :D 
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theresahelmer Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2014  Professional Photographer
Thank you so much for adding me to your watch list, i am utterly flattered :heart: ~Theresa
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suichio Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem! I love your work in making those delicious looking food! 
I wish I have that kind of talent C: 
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ITouchRoses Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Enjoy Your Stories Miss suichio~
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suichio Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
 thanks, glad you do :D 
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